I wrote this back in the day when I mistook God for being a modern day savior. I didn't then understand the power of walking in who he created me to be. I believe now that he equipped (if you believe in this sort of thing) all of us with all that we require to love like him...(which is the most important thing) If we accept who we are made to be and actually activate in that knowledge. I read this now and believe it is a beautiful picture of love, trust, and utter acceptance.
Little Girl
I don't feel you
That's what this is.
I thought I was falling into some abyss.
But today you showed me
in your silence I'm not
Being unfaithful
I forgot.
I must keep walking,
believing your devotion.
Your loyalty has nothing to do with emotion.
I'm not failing just growing so weak,
It's you I seek.
The times when I can't reach out to You,
When your child is feeble and lets go
It's staggering to know you're holding my hand
In my frailty your strength you show.
Then I'm standing
because you have said
In my feebleness
You will stand in my stead.
Jumping, laughing, dancing,
watch me twirl
Now I know the victory
Of being your little girl.
Little Girl
I don't feel you
That's what this is.
I thought I was falling into some abyss.
But today you showed me
in your silence I'm not
Being unfaithful
I forgot.
I must keep walking,
believing your devotion.
Your loyalty has nothing to do with emotion.
I'm not failing just growing so weak,
It's you I seek.
The times when I can't reach out to You,
When your child is feeble and lets go
It's staggering to know you're holding my hand
In my frailty your strength you show.
Then I'm standing
because you have said
In my feebleness
You will stand in my stead.
Jumping, laughing, dancing,
watch me twirl
Now I know the victory
Of being your little girl.